Contradictive

As he stood and tried in vain
 To find justification
 This cannot bloom in me for longer
 With old desires getting stronger
 Another man was passing by
 And for a glimpse in strangely seemed
 That they were known to one another
 In spite of being contradictory
 A cloud-like shimmering appearance
 He raised his voice began to speak
 Your existence drowns in failure
 Into a suffering decay
 Pale accumulating letters
 Stuttering relief
 Last time standing kid
 And better take advantage of
 Do not shiver in your sanity-at least you got emotions
 Do not shiver in insanity-at least you got emotions devotions
 Are you a wiseman or a prophet
 That you can judge and turn the key
 I never caused your intuition
 Thus it was bound to your deceit
 The only reason for existence
 Of the question why-
 Learn to cope with rare conditions
 You didn't even know before
 Do not shiver in your sanity-at least you got emotions
 Do not shiver in insanity-at least you got emotions devotions
 Glued to life he tried in vain
 Reduced-the essence of his body
 Entering slowly smooth declare
 A magnificent new sphere