Drum In

I don't know how this all became
 But every day I just feel so strange
 Emptiness can fade away
 Emptiness still has its pain
 Looking back on my worst days
 I'd be shaking, wonder what is wrong
 Now I wonder what's the first day
 But now it's hopeless, I can't stop gagging
 I'm too busy telling lies
 Can I trust you with my time?
 If I don't cough up my own brain
 If I can suffer my own shame
 Of your joke, my insides shown
 I'm gonna feel so bad when I get home
 Drum in my head
 Fill up on bread
 What do I need
 To make it complete?
 It's four o'clock
 Now it's getting dark
 I haven't eaten anything
 I can't believe in everything
 I haven't eaten anything
 I can't believe in everything
 I can't believe in everything
 Seven o'clock, I wake up and it's dark
 I haven't eaten anything