Loneliness

Green things all around in here
 Fan blows ringing in my ear
 How much time have I spent here?
 When I look and you appear
 Things to do I'm not allowed
 Got a brand new feeling now
 I think that time is slowing down
 Things I do and I'm not proud
 I feel dead
 Laying in my bed
 Filling up with dread
 Getting in my head
 But somehow I stay
 I used to look forward to this day
 Now it's time
 And I don't think I was ready
 'Cause I don't get dressed 'til I'm going out
 I don't know what I feel stressed about
 I don't know what I need, I was all wrong
 'Cause all I wanted was some loneliness
 Guess I'll have plenty of it soon
 Used to think I don't have time for this
 But now it's all I wanna do
 All I wanted was some loneliness
 Guess I'll have plenty of it soon
 But now you've gone some thousand miles away
 And I've got nothing left to do
 Start to think about all our time
 But now it's gone and I'm losing mine
 I wish I could have known I was all wrong
 'Cause all I wanted was some loneliness
 Guess I'll have plenty of it soon
 There's just no way for me without you love
 And now I realize that it's true
 All I wanted was some loneliness
 Guess I'll have plenty of it soon
 But all the days are filled with loneliness
 Now you'll have plenty of it, too