I’m Really Trying

It gets much worse at times
 When I feel like I'm fine
 My eyes start going bright
 I'm too restless to unwind
 Just say I never meant to break your heart
 It doesn't matter that we got this far
 The way it happened is the way things are
 You know I'm trying not to take this hard
 Just say I never meant to break your heart
 It doesn't matter that we got this far
 The way it happened is the way things are
 You know I'm trying not to take this hard
 Progress can come in spurts
 But what's that all really worth?
 I have nothing to send
 So I'm gonna shut up then
 Just say I never meant to break your heart
 It doesn't matter that we got this far
 The way it happened is the way things are
 You know I'm trying not to take this hard
 Just say I never meant to break your heart
 It doesn't matter that we got this far
 The way it happened is the way things are
 I'm really trying not to take this hard