Feelings in Blood

I got over it now it's just last night
 A female ghost in my room asked if Im alright
 Over and over
 She there tryna say she aint dead
 Tryna love me but I said I said
 I can not move on
 Cuz I did love her with all of my heart
 All of the time
 She said goodbye
 But Im still writing my feelings in blood
 Yeah
 Running been running been running away
 Looking outside and I hope for a change
 Want my heart back but I never complained
 If this time it's my time I got something to say
 I had a couple of convos that lasted some time in my mind
 Feel it all falling down
 Been afraid looking for something that couldn't exist
 I let go and then that's when I found
 Found myself trying to be done with hiding inside of my mind
 Know it's all in my head
 I heard a creek on the floor like my boredom
 It spoke to the silence and felt like the meds
 I'm feeling sick in the stomach
 I know that it's coming but I don't know how ima wait
 Feelings abundant, that heavily substance
 It feel like the drugs that I took on the way
 I can not move on
 Cuz I still love her with all of my heart
 All of the time
 She said goodbye
 But I'm still writing my feelings in blood
 I can not move on
 Cuz I still love her with all of my heart
 All of the time
 She said goodbye
 But I'm still writing my feelings in blood
 Yeah, yeah
 Lost and looking out for the last time
 Cost of getting down is getting mad high
 Glass a half amount like I was baptized
 Cash they pulling out I guess the bag dry
 Ashing my blunt on the rubber I'm burning
 My heart feeling colder but I'm never certain
 Thought it was over but just started hurting
 I carry it proud like I carry the burden
 The cost of my gratitude
 Inside my mind like a hollow truth
 Know it's my time if I follow through
 Running through obstacles
 Who finna slaughter who?
 Feet on they neck hear the solitude
 I hear they cries through the auto tune
 I'm done with hiding
 It's all on you
 Feelings in blood cuz a lie lead awful truths
 I can not move on
 Cuz I still love her with all of my heart
 All of the time
 She said goodbye
 But I'm still writing my feelings in blood
 I can not move on
 Cuz I still love her with all of my heart
 All of the time
 She said goodbye
 But I'm still writing my feelings in blood