October Forever

I don't know if I can hold it together
 My heart is turning cold with the weather, October forever
 I'm over the terror, I'm part of it now
 I don't know if I can make an exception
 Even Michael wore a vacant expression, a face of deception
 The hatred that crept in, I'm part of it now
 I've been in the dark so long that I can't see light
 I've committed sins so wrong that you can't make right
 You're treading down a dark path
 In fall weather
 Flashlights glow but you don't feel better
 Your blood flows but you still feel dead inside
 Still feel dead inside
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 I don't know if I can make it to morning
 I hear somebody break in the door in the basement I boarded
 Their face is abhorrent, I'm frozen in place
 But Laurie Strode would never lie down defenseless
 I decide it's time to find my redemption but my eyes lamented
 At my knife's reflection
 There's a mask on my face
 I've been in the dark so long that I can't see light
 I've committed sins so wrong that you can't make right
 You're treading down a dark path
 In fall weather
 Flashlights glow but you don't feel better
 Your blood flows but you still feel dead inside
 Still feel dead inside
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 It feels like I'm still in the dark
 I never escaped
 They ripped me apart
 I became what I hate
 I swear that the fear left me blind
 And ridden with doubt
 These terrors are mine
 They live in me now
 I don't know if I can hold it together
 My heart is turning cold with the weather
 October forever, I'm over the terror
 I'm part of it now
 I don't know if I can hold it together
 My heart is turning cold with the weather
 October forever, I'm over the terror
 I'm part of it now
 I've been in the dark so long that I can't see light
 I've committed sins so wrong that you can't make right
 You're treading down a dark path
 In fall weather
 Flashlights glow but you don't feel better
 Your blood flows but you still feel dead inside
 I don't know if I can hold it together
 My heart is turning cold with the weather
 October forever, I'm over the terror
 I'm part of it now