Black Balloons

Spent the day in my own broken head
 Living for people who wish I was dead
 I should get the fuck out of my room
 Dig my own grave, so my friends don't have to
 I'm barely breathing, suffering season
 Or maybe it's me and
 I'm at the pity party of my dreams
 Can't eat your cake if it's rotten
 Don't drink the punch 'cause it's toxic
 Everyone here is of my own delusion
 I'm all alone blowing up black balloons
 (Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah)
 I'm all a-
 I'm all alone
 I'm all alone blowing up black balloons
 I'm not even gonna fight it
 So sorry, but you're uninvited
 It's me, myself and I like it
 The sad bitch in me got a tight grip
 Knee-deep in the crazy got me gossiping with shadows
 Someone should restrain me, I'll be happy in the mad house
 I'm barely breathing, suffering season
 Or maybe it's me and
 I'm at the pity party of my dreams
 Can't eat your cake if it's rotten (if it's rotten)
 Don't drink the punch, 'cause it's toxic ('cause it's toxic)
 Everyone here is of my own delusion
 I'm all alone blowing up black balloons
 Tables are set for disaster
 Banner says, "You never mattered"
 Everyone here is of my own delusion
 I'm all alone blowing up black balloons
 (Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah)
 I'm all a-
 I'm all alone
 I'm all alone blowing up black balloons