Nightmares

Sinking
 So sick of thinking
 Of all the things you need from me
 Who you think that I should be
 Itching
 To feel you with me
 But I can't do that to myself
 Touch so soft, but where's the kill?
 I wanna look past it
 'Cause you're such a habit
 But I'm made out of glass and
 Some wounds you just can't lick
 The crimes that you have committed
 You hold them against me
 Now nights
 Without you, I can't dream
 So now, I see you in my nightmares
 Or not at all
 All by myself, drowning in my tears
 It's just the cost
 Of keeping you alive inside my brain
 I know it's strange
 I'm dealing with the pain
 I'm having nightmares
 Nightmares
 And you're to blame
 Crawling
 I know you're calling
 Your number on my shattered screen
 Type your name my fingers bleed
 I wanna look past this
 Developed a habit
 'Cause I'm made out of glass and
 Some wounds you just can't fix
 The lies you've told me have damaged
 My heart and I'm manic
 Tonight, I'm sleeping in panic
 So now, I see you in my nightmares
 Or not at all
 All by myself, drowning in my tears
 It's just the cost
 Of keeping you alive inside my brain
 I know it's strange
 I'm dealing with the pain
 I'm having nightmares
 Nightmares
 And you're to blame
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 So now, I see you in my nightmares
 Or not at all
 All by myself drowning in my tears
 It's just the cost
 Of keeping you alive inside my brain
 I know it's strange
 I'm dealing with the pain
 I'm having nightmares
 Nightmares
 And you're to blame