Mixed Emotions

So it's all coming down to this
 You wanna know where my heart is
 You've been trying long enough
 Should you try again, should you just give up?
 Baby, that's a loaded question
 Is it a conversation you wanna get in with?
 'Cause I don't got a simple yes or no
 Let me show you how a day in my brain goes
 First I'm happy that you called
 Then I'm scared, what if I really fall?
 And I wonder if we should even talk at all
 I'm guarded, I'm open, I'm sinkin', I'm floatin'
 Part of me knows it's real
 Another part's too in my head to deal with it
 Wish I could just tell you how I feel
 But I'm too busy choking on my mixed emotions
 Pull you in then I pull away
 I can breathe then I'm suffocatin'
 Maybe we're better off as friends
 Then we're passing secrets with our eyes again
 Baby, know you're getting ten girls in one
 Are you sure that you want ten girls in one?
 Little bit of everything is my M.O.
 Let me show you how a day in my brain goes
 First I'm happy that you called
 Then I'm scared, what if I really fall?
 And I wonder if we should even talk at all
 I'm guarded, I'm open, I'm sinkin', I'm floatin'
 Part of me knows it's real
 Another part's too in my head to deal with it
 Wish I could just tell you how I feel
 But I'm too busy choking on my mixed emotions
 Hey, hey, hey
 Don't move on from me yet
 'Cause I think you could be it
 But I'm freaked out and I'm not sure but I'm so sure
 First I'm happy that you called
 Then I'm scared, what if I really fall?
 And I wonder if we should even talk at all
 I'm guarded, I'm open, I'm sinkin', I'm floatin'
 Part of me knows it's real
 Another part's too in my head to deal with it
 Wish I could just tell you how I feel
 But I'm too busy choking on my mixed emotions