New Salt

If I wasn't lonely in a hotel room, I wouldn't have answered
 If you weren't drunk on the West Coast, you wouldn't have called
 I've put in a lot of time and cryin', tryna cut out the cancer
 But hearing your voice, yeah, it's like you never killed me at all
 Ah-ah, you say it was just like a movie
 Do you remember the things you did to me?
 'Cause I remember
 And just for a second those days were better
 But I know bettеr
 Why are you so good
 At making it hurt so bad?
 Sending me spiralling
 Right back down a brokеn road
 Saying things you should've said years ago
 Making it burn
 So excuse me if I'm mad
 Coming in lying, making it sound like the truth
 Ain't it just like you
 Putting new salt in an old wound?
 Why do pretty words make it so hard
 To remember you're selfish? Oh no, yeah
 You don't really wanna have me
 You just wanna know that you could, oh no, yeah
 The way that it stings is so familiar
 So many things, too familiar
 Don't wanna be stupid, yeah, but
 Why are you so good
 At making it hurt so bad?
 Sending me spiralling
 Right back down a broken road
 Saying things you should've said years ago
 Making it burn
 So excuse me if I'm mad
 Coming in lying, making it sound like the truth
 Ain't it just like you
 Putting new salt in an old wound?
 Now I'm falling asleep, thinking 'bout you
 Like I forgot how to dream without you
 I haven't done that in ages
 Why are you so good
 At making it hurt so bad?
 Sending me spiralling
 Right back down a broken road
 Saying things you should've said years ago
 Making it burn
 So excuse me if I'm mad
 Coming in lying, making it sound like the truth
 Ain't it just like you
 Putting new salt in an old wound?
 That 2 a.m. call
 Breaking down my, down my walls
 That 2 a.m. call
 New salt