Mamma, Cut Me Deeper!

I feel like i haven't felt a thing in days
 I think that I've run out of bars to raise
 And no matter how I beg or what I do
 I can't get any help from you
 And I'm cold, but don't tell anybody now
 I just climb, yeah I climb
 And I'm old, but don't tell all these people now
 They all think I got time
 Yeah, everybody thinks I got time
 Well, I don't know what I got
 And I don't understand
 G-G-G-Gimme a shot, Mamma
 Gimme a hand
 Mamma, cut me deeper!
 Mamma, cut me deeper!
 I might not succeed, but I'll survi-i-i-ive
 Mamma, help me get there!
 Mamma, push me harder!
 Mamma, cut me deeper!
 'Cause if i see I'm bleeding, then I'll know that I'm alive
 If i see I'm bleeding, I will know that I'm alive
 I think that I know where I need to be
 But there's a quicksand situation been preventing me
 I think that I am ready and prepared
 But the problem is I'm also fucking scared
 I don't have the capacity
 To get what I need
 Though I know I'm prepared
 It doesn't mean that I'm gonna succeed
 So help me, help me, help me, help me, help me!
 Mamma, cut me deeper!
 Mamma, cut me deeper!
 I think that I can take it, I'll survi-i-i-ive
 Mamma, test my limits!
 Mamma, take me higher!
 Mamma, cut me deeper!
 'Cause if i see I'm bleeding, then I'll know I'm alive
 If i see I'm bleeding, I will know I'm alive
 'Cause I can't feel a god damn thing
 Well, fuck the hug
 I'll take the sting
 'Cause even if it hurts to suffer the knife
 At least the hurt
 Is proof of life
 It's proof of life
 It's proof of life
 Woah
 This isn't easy for me, no
 All my language is wrong
 But, oh
 I think what it comes down to
 Is that I'm kinda strong
 And my journey's been long
 Because I put up with a lot
 And I put up a fight
 But now I'm begging you, Mamma
 Help me make it right
 And maybe I'm ready to make an advance
 How'm I ever gonna know if you don't give me a chance?
 'Cause I don't know what I am
 And I don't know what's real
 And really, how can I condemn if i can't even feel?
 C'mon!
 Mamma, cut me deeper!
 Mamma, cut me deeper!
 I promise I can take it, I'll survi-i-i-ive
 Mamma, don't hold back now!
 Mamma, love me meaner!
 Mamma, tell the truth, and
 Mamma, don't be cleaner!
 And Mamma, cut the bullshit!
 'Cause that's how I'll survive!
 Mamma, cut me deeper!
 If I'm bleeding I'm alive
 When I'm bleeding I'm alive
 When I'm bleeding I'm alive
 When I'm bleeding I'm alive