No Walls

The story of my life
 And I speak to you
 No filtered characters to hide behind
 All the fucked up thoughts that rush in through my brain
 Will I lose the voice that keeps me sane?
 And will they see it?
 I'm running blind here
 And nothing seems clear
 I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why
 Why the hell am I alive and standing here?
 Ashamed I am afraid
 That this all will be in vain
 A burdened road to which the end
 I'll disappear
 I can't help but feel this hopeless
 Vicious pit inside my gut
 And it makes me question my decisions
 That I've made while growing up
 I don't know now
 (Decisions I have made, have I fucked up?)
 I don't know how
 (The future unfolds all I crave is hope)
 I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why
 Why the hell am I alive and standing here?
 Ashamed I am afraid
 That this all will be in vain
 A burdened road to which the end
 I'll disappear
 I can see it
 It's in my sights
 I just gotta reach it
 Pull it in before I go blind
 It looks into me
 Dead in my eyes
 And suddenly I notice I am terrified
 I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why
 Why the hell am I alive and standing here?
 I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why
 Why the hell am I alive and standing here?
 Ashamed I am afraid
 That this all will be in vain
 A burdened road to which the end
 I'll disappear
 I'm afraid I'll disappear