Debilitated

Secrets of the night
 Make everyone go hide
 Pretend we're not afraid
 But we are terrified inside our minds
 I visualize that everyone has died
 Everyone has died, everyone has died, everyone has died
 And I try to masquerade the fear inside
 But it's taking over, taking over my mind
 I don't know how long I can hide but
 I will try
 Again and again to fend off the fear inside
 And I will strive because I must survive
 These involuntary dreams
 And every time I faint
 I wake up in untold pain
 Perplexity absurdity
 Tell me please what's wrong with me?
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 He says, "I'm sure you're fine"-
 You think I'm fine?-
 I think you're fine
 But I will run some tests for your piece of mind
 I know how hard it can be
 At home you cook and you clean
 I just think you need some sleep
 And for the dreams
 They're more than dreams!-
 They're only dreams
 They're just imaginary, fiction, merely fantasy
 I know your scared and afraid
 But you can't let it persuade you
 To feel so dismayed
 I will try
 Again and again to fend off the fear inside
 And I will strive because I must survive
 These involuntary dreams
 And every time I faint
 I wake up in untold pain
 Perplexity absurdity
 Tell me please what's wrong with me?
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 "Ma'am, I've received the results of your tests
 And it appears you have either
 Voluntarily or involuntarily ingested a high dose
 Of a drug called Ketamine
 Is there something you're not telling me?"
 No!
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 I've been drugged
 Taken advantage of
 It must be what's causing all these dreams
 It's smothering me, I can hardly breathe, every time I fall asleep!
 I will try
 Again and again to fend off the fear inside
 And I will strive because I must survive
 These involuntary dreams
 And every time I faint
 I wake up in untold pain
 Perplexity absurdity
 Tell me please what's wrong with me?