Bury My Burdens

I pray on my knees what are you trying to show me
 God tell me please because it's driving me crazy
 Am I sick?
 I'm sick!
 Fanatic or possessed by a demon inside me
 That is poisoning my soul deep from within
 The fear!
 The fear
 The fear!
 That's imprisoned me here
 Caused by these blackouts and nightmares that seem to have come from nowhere
 I'm scared
 I'm scared!
 Am I ill and impaired?
 Or am I bound by a curse from an evil?
 So I'll say a prayer
 Please God please purge out this torment inside me
 The night caught fire
 The dark sunk in
 I felt the venom deep within
 Myself a toxic war
 We've all got something to live for
 I must contain
 My lunacy
 Keep up the front that I'm okay
 My burdens I must ignore
 We've all got something to live for
 I don't know why I faint
 But these blackouts create these visions in my head of hate
 And am I sick?
 Or is there more than it seems?
 At first glance is there a message hidden deep within these dreams?
 Please God please
 Purge out this torment inside me
 Set me free
 Or have you forsaken me?
 The night caught fire
 The dark sunk in
 I felt the venom deep within
 Myself a toxic war
 We've all got something to live for
 I must contain
 My lunacy
 Keep up the front that I'm okay
 My burdens I must ignore
 We've all got something to live for
 Locked away I'll hide out
 Feels like I've come undone
 Or I can leave now?
 But where can I go?
 Where can I run?
 We've all got something to live for
 
 Gotta open my eyes to see through the storm
 And I try to maintain
 The illusion of glee that makes me seem okay
 Day by day
 But it's starting to destroy me
 I'll live a lie
 Keep it inside
 I'll live a lie
 I'll live a lie!
 The night caught fire
 The dark sunk in
 I felt the venom deep within
 Myself a toxic war
 We've all got something to live for
 I must contain
 My lunacy
 Keep up the front that I'm okay
 My burdens I must ignore
 We've all got something to live for
 I'll live a lie!