She Loves Me Not

I'm so sick of this emotion, and the torment that it brings -
 Drawn in by its illusion; Just a song the siren sings - I've crashed full force upon your shores -
 I am strewed upon your beach -
 I hold your body close to me, But your heart is out of reach - She loves me! She loves me not! -
 It's tearing me apart - Like a sentimental parasite feeding off my heart - She loves me! She love me not! -
 Will this ever end -
 I swore I'd never let another seep under my skin -
 You infest my dreams and fantasies -
 A nervousness inside of me -
 Left waiting with anxiety for something that may never be - There is no second chance my love -
 No running back to me -
 Your prayers they all were answered, but you were too blind to see -
 I dwell on flaws, your imperfections -
 As I fan the (these) flames of hate -
 A change of heart a perfect kiss; My dear it's much too late