crab with knife

I've been drinking too much, too much
 I've been thinking too much, too much
 About what you said to me, to me
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 Put me down, I've had enough
 I'd like to say I'm happy, I'd beg to say I'm fine
 I'd like to think youre with me, youre always in my mind
 My morning sun is dead
 Is it just in my head?
 Every breath grips my chest
 Brings me no comfort for the end
 My white flag is raised up high above the clouds
 High above the clouds
 And I'll drive my car right off the bluff by the grave
 An anchor to my name
 Strings frayed with burnt tips
 The weight of every thought
 Holding up the things I'll miss
 I fear what I have fucking lost
 You'll find me
 Right at the bottom of the lake
 Moving with the wake
 If I wake up
 With no sense of touch
 I'll know I'm gone
 No matter how many times we sing, "soco"
 We can't stay eighteen forever
 No matter how many times I tell you, "I love you"
 We can't stay here together