if ur leffen then im chillindude

(I wish you had stayed)
 I wish that you had stayed when I asked you to
 I wish my lungs didn't hurt but they sure do
 Every time I breathe I'm reminded of
 How none of this will ever work
 I've been talking to molly
 And I think I'm realizing
 That nothing ever stays the same
 No matter how bad we want it
 Not the way that your hand fits mine
 Not the way that our bodies intertwine
 Woven together like that cardigan
 We found at that garage sale last summer
 It's a bummer
 'Cause you wont ever know
 How much this means to me
 There is no Montauk, just a repose
 Am I burying the ghost?
 As my nights spill into mornings
 And I wake up fucking soaked
 In everything I think I need
 And all the people I miss the most
 Do you remember when we drove down Glenlord?
 And as the sky lit up, I screamed out, "I love you!"
 It turned out to be just snow lightning
 But the sentiment remains the same
 I think I'd rather die with you
 I think I'd rather die with you
 I think I'd rather die with you
 (I think I—)
 (I think I—)
 I think I'd rather die with you
 (And all those flowers)
 I think I'd rather die with you
 (From the Junior Prom, I keep them)
 I think I'd rather die with you
 (A long time in my bedside)
 (She was—)
 (I think I'd rather die with you)
 I love her
 (I think I'd rather die with you)
 I said I burned them
 (I think I'd rather die with you)
 But I love hiding
 You know I always lie