Defenseless

I just can't face myself alone.
 I opened the window to let the breeze know,
 I need to feel at home.
 It happened it did, her dress it slid,
 deciding to kiss the floorboards again.
 She now stands motionless and naked,
 I glimpsed the edge but couldn't take it
 Well I'm so defenseless, don't think that I wouldn't, but never meant it, I swear I can mend this.
 I've got a little bit of courage and a head full of smoke, lets see how far I can take this.
 I've got to focus now on everything that What Matters Most
 To gain perspective, stand on edges.
 Same mistakes I'll never make again.
 I found the man i thought I was,
 learned inside a
 A cheap hotel, a borrowed buzz
 still couldn't bring myself to feel that rush
 Stomach spilled, I still got my guts
 You brought me in with confidence
 assuming I would cave to hips, and kiss your lips
 My father told me
 Honest men, can lie again
 And nothings broken you can't fix.
 I fell asleep on the floor again, What did you expect?
 I had to gain perspective
 You're not true til tested.
 I'm tested.
 Same mistakes I'll never make again.