A Softer World

Can you picture a man who's his own hologram?
 Here I am in New York, what do the words "trillium killer" mean?
 No one knew where you went, I showed you how the light bent
 And no one knew what to do, we watched it consume you
 (Rewriting your history)
 The drugs work just like we planned
 A softer world I built by hand
 And all I should have known by now
 I'd start to understand
 Can you think of your rage, how it's growing with age
 I traced the light refracted through me, then decrypted a message to me
 No one knew what to do the day it consumed you
 (I know you long for the sound)
 The drugs work just like we planned
 A softer world I built by hand
 And all I should have known by now
 I'd start to understand
 The bruised arms from all the blood drawn
 I'm drawing up a softer world
 Forgive me for the things we've done
 I'll die here in this world
 My warm blood's working overtime
 A threat dissolved from the inside
 A fresh start every year or two
 A plan to learn to drive