What's Left Behind

I used to think that you were good, that you were passionate
 Your life seemed to be what you wanted the most
 You screwed up, all for you dreams
 By pushing everyone that was around you
 I need to breathe to keep control
 A twisted quest for power has begun
 Reverse the time
 I want to erase the moment
 When you decided to come along
 Your mind, memories of what's left behind
 Your guts are hungry
 And your head crammed with stress
 Your mind, memories of what's left behind
 Your heart won't follow
 You can't stand yourself
 Look around, trying to reach
 Everything that you failed
 Don't budge, you won't succeed
 You're already half a decade too late
 When I take my last strength
 To water down what's behind
 I know you are lost
 Because the fire won't stop
 Plunge your eyes, straight in mine
 The vulture in my heart will hunt you down
 The need to scream to forget about control
 A two player challenge for power won't be won
 Looking at you
 Still and cold, no regrets
 Your tears don't reach my thoughts
 Don't look for comfort in my eyes
 Grab ahold of yourself
 Change the speed of your breath
 I want to erase the moment
 When you decided to come along
 Your guts are hungry
 And your head crammed with stress
 Your mind, memories of what's left behind
 I won't take any time
 Trying to know you better
 Your mind, memories of what's left behind
 You strike again
 And crash on my world (what's left behind)
 You make me remember what I can't stand you
 Is this even real or just in your built up stories?