touché

I've been losing rest, I've been counting my sheep
 And I've been taking melatonin just to catch me some sleep
 And I've been wasting serotonin, but, hey, at least it's free
 And you could say that it's different, you're still dead to me
 And I'm an asshole, two-faced
 I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace
 And every single problem in my head goes two ways
 That boy got a cover up girlfriend, touché
 Wouldn't wanna lose me
 And I'm an asshole, two-faced
 I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace
 And every single problem in my head goes two ways
 That boy got a cover up girlfriend, touché
 Wouldn't wanna lose me
 She been trying to drive down the highway, six speed
 I've been tryna lighten it up 'til I'm six feet
 She been light drinking all night so she tipsy
 Her father been spending all night wondering, is she
 Gonna be alright?
 Or is she gonna spend the night with someone
 She don't really like, it's fucked up
 She don't really mind, it's young love
 Tell me, have you ever took a shot in the dark?
 I took a shot to my head to match the hole in my heart
 And I'm so tired, lately lying to my friends and my family
 And I'm so scared to open up but I think that's just the man in me
 And my head is filled with dark thoughts, hooks, and profanities
 I've been losing myself in my brand new reality
 I've been losing my grip, I been wasting humanity
 And your boy still texts 'cause I think he a fan of me
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 And I'm an asshole, two-faced
 I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace
 And every single problem in my head goes two ways
 That boy got a cover up girlfriend, touché
 Wouldn't wanna lose me
 And I'm an asshole, two-faced
 I've been steady tripping over my own shoelace
 And every single problem in my head goes two ways
 That boy got a cover up girlfriend, touché
 Wouldn't wanna lose me