Waiting Room

Now I just waste time
 Awake, in a waiting room without you by my side
 Am I alone in this?
 Consciousness, suicide
 It cuts me down like I'm the wrist and you're the knife
 So fucking toxic
 And for the last time I'll listen
 To the ghost that would carry me right along with him
 I lit the match, I lit the match
 Please, won't somebody save me from
 The lack of a difference I've made?
 (I thought it was real, I really did
 I pushed so hard, but you pulled back
 And as we slowly become one,
 I'll separate my own thoughts from your influence
 I now know you'll always be half of me
 And I'm willing to accept that
 But you have to accept the change)
 And I lit the match but you tried to save me
 (Tried to save me)
 They're all living free while we die guilty
 But I'll throw it all away, I do it every day
 How could I get the message?
 I'll never learn my lesson
 We're burning anyway, what else can I say?
 I didn't learn my lesson
 Make sure they get the message
 Make sure they get the message
 I've felt this before but nothing compares to
 The pain that you caused
 And the blood that was spilled in vain
 And for the last time I'll listen
 To the devil feeding hungry vultures
 I've come to terms, I'm cold on the outside
 It just hurts to find out that you've been
 Dead on the inside
 What a waste of time, you were for me
 Throw it all away
 But I'll throw it all away, I do it every day
 How could I get the message?
 I'll never learn my lesson
 We're burning anyway, what else can I say?
 I didn't learn my lesson
 Make sure they get the message
 And I've felt this linger
 Why'd you slip through my fingers?
 Not a night to remember 'cause I'm never getting better
 I'll fight while I can cause I'm holding on to this
 I'm holding on
 You always thought that I never believed this would last
 It took the same strength to leave as it did to collapse
 You always thought that I never believed this would last
 It took the same strength to leave as it did to collapse