Decrepit

Stare through my eyes, look straight into my mind.
 Enter the heart of a tormented man.
 This sociopath is living on the edge of a cliff,
 gazing down upon his own earthward spiral.
 The man you see is not what once was,
 he is now and ever shall be
 suffering without end.
 Usurper of all positivity,
 I implore you to take control.
 Sink me further and further
 into the abyss.
 Abolish me from this misery,
 I have never felt so decrepit.
 I call upon the emperor of despair,
 come drag me back to the depths from which I came.
 Abolish me from this misery,
 I have never felt so decrepit.
 Abolish me from this monolithic misery.
 Entrapment inside your own head
 is a living hell that you'll never escape.
 Entrapment inside your own head
 is a living hell that you'll never escape.
 Oh, usurper.
 I implore you to take control.
 This world is a prison and life is a malignant cancer cell.
 We were meant to suffer.
 Trapped and left to die,
 I am no longer alive.
 Trapped and left to die,
 he is now and ever shall be
 meant to suffer.