When Demons Lay Dormant

Drenched in pain
 As the rain pours from my scars again
 I'm bottoming out again
 I don't want to feel another second of this
 No one else hears these thoughts I have at night
 No one else hears the voice inside my head
 How fucked in the head does someone like me have to be
 To rid myself of this misery
 That I've come to know and love?
 No human being should feel what I feel
 Hear what I've heard, or see what I've seen
 Everything's a construct of my diseased mind
 I am alone inside my head
 Trapped and left to die inside my head
 So let my body be a godless church
 Ancient and crumbling, cursed and haunted
 This hollow auditorium of my chest is a cathedral of scar tissue
 Oh well, this world then the next one
 Oh well, this world then the next one
 I can't wait for death to bring me life again
 I can't wait for death to bring me life again
 The purpose of human life is to suffer until you die
 So may death come on swift wings
 When demons lay dormant, death takes human form