Scar Gardens

lay another one to rest in the valley of my shaddows opened up
 burry all my expectations for a semi normal love
 and with it burning in my palms
 and massaging into my blood
 i try to fight away my urges
 "it's only gonna rope you up girl!"
 hear me, i know my capabilities
 of breaking in the the only thing that saves you from your feelings of trust
 believe the angel on your shoulder when she comes
 cause your devil's so familliar...
 and mine'll leave you flustered like...
 you count your tears like experience
 and me just another sunken dream trying to deal with it calmly
 reacting every situation since you called me.
 head dug into my palms thinking she don't honestly want this
 and its obvious
 the sorrow sets it off
 hypnotizing both of us into agreeing with the odds
 but in the dark
 i got a chance to fight it off
 instead i sleep with the chaos that'll wander down the same damn path i chose to walk on.
 she said it took her all her life she's steady lookin at me like she caught a glimpse of something "i am not your paradise girl" and with it in me its better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing away "you should have never even asked"she said it took her all her life she's steady lookin at me like she caught a glimpse of something "i am not your paradise girl" and with it in me its better to save your wishes for the moment after sailing away "i should have never even shown you"
 what it's like inside the world i keep a lock on.
 purple hearted scar garden harvesting my thoughts song
 and. with the chalk gone
 the problem still exists
 at least the outline of its death prevents a nother fatal kiss
 but thats impossible
 neither one of opted to be positive
 we stared eachother in the face and screamed untill we lost it.
 and the fire magnetically pulled both of us right on top of it
 till one of us surrendered to rejection of the opposite.
 and this is not a love song.
 i'm writing down my problems
 the love songs what caused em. now i'm stuck and tryen to solve em
 and its all forever tarnished
 from begining to the end
 you use my smile as an ashtray and inhalle its ending sent
 let it go. please let it go this will kill you
 reinventing us is not a miracle we still do... and.
 just as certain as i speak it to you now...
 i know i'll wake up on the left side on the other side of town
 listen!.