Own Zone

Critical and mythical
 Practically a miracle
 Mystical and cynical
 Jaded but I'm spiritual
 Nervous and disastrous
 Probably a virus
 Edgy and impossible
 Messy but methodical
 Happy and I'm feeling free
 Looking back and then I see
 Sickness and reality
 Freedom and insanity
 How could I ever ask you to step into my zone
 When I feel so existential living on my own
 Egocentric global view
 Questioning the total truth
 Backwards sense of self esteem
 Always quoting the extreme
 Never knowing what I mean
 Feeling like Im 17
 Awkward like an elephant
 When I'm in my element
 Clumsy and uncomfortable
 Hungry but I'm never full
 Try for something easier
 Sillier and cheesier
 How could I ever ask you to step into my zone
 When I feel so existential living on my own
 You as your God
 What is the meaning?
 Caught in a thought
 Stuck on a feeling
 I run from me
 I run from me
 Ethically selectively
 Existential apathy
 Systematic attitude
 Feeling like I'm always rude
 Hazy with a fuzzy view
 Hearing but it isn't true
 Eagerly I made a joke
 Choking on the purest smoke
 Purpose of cohesiveness
 Knowing that its meaningless
 Essence of the irony
 Without any harmony
 How could I ever ask you to step into my zone
 When I feel so existential living on my own
 You as your God
 Stuck in a feeling
 You as your God
 What is the meaning
 You as your God
 Stuck in a feeling
 I run from me
 I run from me
 You as your god
 Stuck in a feeling
 You as your god
 What is the meaning
 I was your god
 Stuck in a feeling
 I run from me
 I run from me