Soap

I would scrub every place touched
 every inch of soiled skin
 after the water runs freezing
 I will come up clean
 yes i'll be M.I.A. cuz they were D.O.A.
 locked, stocked, and sterile
 I'm still shell shocked whilst you barrel
 through names in the phonebook
 to enlist recruits to replace all the time that i took
 but what can i say, i've done the same
 I'll run on needles never ceasing to stop
 till the blood in my veins runs pure to the last drop
 dissemble this network, this circuit, these wires
 till the memory's all lost and the past can retire
 In a desperate attempt, to cleanse of
 what i know in every way, can never be washed away
 Its a race of dismissal
 a game made of missed calls
 freedom of speech, all those liberties
 you want your space, i want free reign on memories
 that crazy, angry, white girl type
 born and bred a suburb life
 from city or streets or ghost town
 they all make sure I'm not wanted around
 anymore
 that second chance was up
 ten times ten times before
 and you cant believe how misleading
 a boy could be in times of war
 the bombs were thrown like dice are rolled
 and I'm stuck with this snake eyed score
 I'm not the kind of girl to take things sitting down
 don't tell me to be CALM
 Apologies lost in redundancy
 i just wish i could be all that you need
 apologies lost in redundancy
 i just wanted to be everything you'd ever need
 and like you said, "just try and forget
 its all over with now, dear, just try to calm down"
 yeah, another sad story, another sad song
 but soap's all you've got
 when everythings wrong