Anti Hero

I have this thing where I get older but just never wiser
 Midnights become my afternoons
 When my depression works the graveyard shift
 All of the people I've ghosted stand there in the room
 I should not be left to my own devices
 They come with prices and vices
 I end up in crisis
 I wake up screaming from dreaming
 One day I'll watch as you're leaving
 'Cause you got tired of my scheming
 It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
 At tea time, everybody agrees
 I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
 It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
 It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
 At tea time, everybody agrees
 I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
 It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
 (The anti-hero, the anti-hero)
 (It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero)
 (The anti-hero, the anti-hero, the anti-hero)
 Sometimes I feel like everybody is a sexy baby
 And I'm a monster on the hill
 Too big to hang out, slowly lurching toward your favorite city
 Pierced through the heart, but never killed
 Did you hear my covert narcissism I disguise as altruism
 Like some kind of congressman?
 I wake up screaming from dreaming
 One day I'll watch as you're leaving
 And life will lose all its meaning
 It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
 At tea time, everybody agrees
 I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
 It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
 It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
 At tea time, everybody agrees
 I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
 It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
 (The anti-hero, the anti-hero...)
 (The anti-hero, the anti-hero...)
 (The anti-hero, the anti-hero...)
 (The anti-hero, the anti-hero...)