It's Okay, I Promise

Alright, so
 Without being rude, I don't really like you
 But I'll give you a chance, and
 I feel bad for the fact I said we'll date in advance
 I mean, I didn't say that, but I said give me some days
 So I could process what I'm doing
 And had to hit up the friends
 Homie told me I should try it out, you kind of cute
 And I commuted to her dance so that I could compute
 Rehearsal for some dancin' thing that we were both in
 I looked you in the eyes from the row that I'm sitting in
 I might have made a mistake, by letting her slip
 Luckily you still like me so I have time to fix
 This problem that I caused, so trust that I am with
 You 100 percent through this whole relationship
 You called me a jerk I guess that I am deserving it
 I didn't know that what I did would make you cry a bit
 When I don't see you I don't like you, but I'm trying it
 But when I see I don't think about just leaving this
 So we, a couple of weeks in, texting, chatting, tweeting
 Meeting all of your sweet friends
 Distant, you down the street, and
 Not a couple of blocks, but a bus or maybe two
 But the second ride not too long
 Bout a stop, or maybe two
 Seeing each other on Fridays at the
 Community center, the space in between
 Those days made me think, what am I doing
 You don't like her that much
 Your homie told you to try it
 And she see you kinda clingy
 Your love don't match, you don't like it
 I know I don't (I know I don't)
 I'mma end it in a couple weeks
 The texts I wrote (The texts I wrote)
 Shows the whole time I wanted to leave
 I barely wrote (I barely wrote)
 Songs but I would I blame it, I'm weak
 At the time I was a dancer
 And songs were hard to release
 I wasn't the fastest writer
 And still struggling to today
 Dance and her was what I had
 And we barely talk today
 But in those days early on I almost left
 Then I saw her on Friday and said "I'll wait"
 Told myself that it's okay
 I'll wait, and I'll see what happens
 Okay, It's okay
 Promise, I promise
 Whether we together or we not, I'm gon' be alright
 Don't you worry bout me, I promise that I'll sleep at night
 You messed up then, you messed up, in my mess up
 I got extra lives
 You took an unexpected left
 When I thought that we was going right
 So, it's a couple of months or something
 We fightin' and stuff for nothing
 You know relationships in high school
 Wasting time some times
 The relationship progressed but stopped before it touched 9
 The reason why is real life, Kendrick said it '09
 I don't wife em if a is her best friend
 I wish I heard that song before because I wasted
 More than half of a year, with the girl that I dated
 Within a week's time of talking
 And I was ugly, my goodness
 Her guy best friend that I met at one of my performances
 Said he liked it, but obviously was counterfeit
 Our last week together she texted me some foolishness
 She told me, "What if I had feelings for another kid?"
 Im like, I know the kid so go have fun with that kid
 Remember how we started, I made you cry a bit
 From saying it might not work out, I do remember it
 I didn't know you cried at first, to me you texted it
 But it's okay I promise cause I'm the best candidate
 And I will find another knowing you can't handle it
 Bars