birth

Tell me this ain't true
 'Cause I'm really scared to speak out
 Lovers all around me
 God, I feel twice as lonely now
 She said, "Log feel my pulse
 And listen to my heart pound"
 But I ain't feel nothing dude
 Nor do I hear a sound
 I don't care about anyone, for now
 Except for you
 She's back for the third time
 To me, that's some great news
 I could see you every night
 I know you wouldn't want to
 She asks to go out for a night
 I'm really tryna play it cool
 She said "Logan smile more"
 But you're the reason I didn't whore
 I'm dancing while the rain pours
 I'm guessing you could call it bored
 Got acne growing through my pores
 I thought it couldn't get any worse
 Apparently it can
 Face is full of red sores
 She loves whatever she wants
 But she only loves herself
 What's that smell?
 It's selfish
 It's hard to love someone
 When they don't love you back
 I tried, but it left a birthmark like the one on my forehead
 She's always checking her phone
 And never looks up
 It never really phased her
 She always got luck
 She always got what she wants
 Love and all the fun
 I tried to be nice
 But you took all my trust
 I think I'm reaching the Heavens
 Beretta, come here and just end it
 I know that people will miss me
 But right now it don't really mean nothin'
 I wanna rest with the goddesses
 Haven't found peace in a minute
 I'm in the section of fantasy
 While you're still trapped in the fiction
 She said, "I love you Logan"
 But I know you're full of shit
 How could you approach this
 Save my soul or squash it
 I was really lost in it
 You took the advantage
 On me, it was really sus
 But I was dumb and went with it
 So tell me this ain't true
 'Cause I'm really scared to speak out
 Lovers all around me
 God, I feel twice as lonely now
 She said, "Log feel my pulse
 And listen to my heart pound"
 But I ain't feel nothing dude
 Nor do I hear a sound
 I don't care about anyone, for now
 Except for you
 She's back for the third time
 To me, that's some great news
 I could see you every night
 I know you wouldn't want to
 She asks to go out for a night
 I'm really tryna play it cool
 She said "Logan smile more"
 But you're the reason I didn't whore
 I'm dancing while the rain pours
 I'm guessing you could call it bored
 Got acne growing through my pores
 I thought it couldn't get any worse
 Apparently it can
 Face is full of red sores
 Look you got what you want
 You feel good about yourself?
 What's down there?
 It's Hell
 Because that's where you belong
 With ashes and evil
 But I could say the same thing about myself
 Her face beaming off the summer sun
 I won't forget a single little thing
 Her flaws she ain't got even one
 The memories created were more important to me