closure

Oh, we don't feel the same
 Like what we used to, but we'll be okay
 Two hours delay
 Part of me could never push you away
 See I still love you, it'll never change
 I need to lose you, I wanna keep you safe
 But I'm still waiting for you to come home
 You reside somewhere else now
 (Heylog? Hm?)
 Okay, I'm losing sleep
 I think about you every day and every single week
 But I'm still surviving this deep
 We talk like once a month, just know I'm working on me
 And when I go to bed, you're on my mind
 (And it affects the way I dream)
 And waking up isn't a good time
 (You know we made a decent team)
 Driving away, you want me to stay
 The minute I leave, I'm missing your face
 I don't understand, you were all I got
 I'll piss through my pants if you got a guy
 Baby, I know you could do better
 She hates to be used, so why do you let him?
 If I was you, I'd say to him
 "I'll no longer continue to put up with this"
 Can't keep looking back or else I'll slowly die
 But I'm already dead, I can't really decide
 To open up the gap and better up my life
 I want it bad, but you'd hate me to try-
 Do your thing, I know it's over
 Dead boy like being a poser
 Bad terms, couldn't care about no closure
 Dive into exposure
 I don't drink, so I stay being sober
 Oh man, I should've closed her
 Cut it off, but now I wanna hold her
 So come a little closer, yeah, yeah
 I told you everything, now can you keep it on the low?
 Cross your heart and promise me that you won't tell a soul
 You'll do anything to keep it closed
 I don't wanna say, the less you know
 Studying your face, zero flaw
 All the details, so beautiful