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We went through a lot of ups and downs
 Yet you still stayed close to my side
 We often dug straight to the ground
 You don't know what I look like now
 Just a number in my phone
 I'll love you the most
 March is a horrible month
 Why's it always cold
 Spent the end to cry
 I miss you every night
 Don't call me when you see this
 I'll hit decline
 I don't look the same as I used to
 Is this a bad thing?
 Look, I don't know you
 I don't look the same like before
 And I don't recognize myself anymore
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 Two weeks 'til I go home
 Can't wait to see you, oh
 October is when you go
 Now things are coming to an end
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 She'll only love me if I just love myself
 But baby with you, I felt things I don't feel
 I couldn't imagine to feel someone else
 The thought of it always gets me overwhelmed
 I hate separating from people I love
 But I go forever without anyone
 I will go for days and not say any words
 You won't hear from me 'cause I sit back and lurk
 Closing the drapes to block out any light
 The things that I do I would never advise
 It's so bad for me and, hm, I wonder why
 Growing more acne and I'm not surprised
 Don't look at me, please don't look at my face
 The way that you stare makes me humiliate
 I swear I get uglier, I don't look the same
 You won't recognize me by how much I've changed
 Changed