Wait For It

All I can ask is that we stay like this forever because
 I've spent a decade just wishing that we could
 Fantasies were unmet, and we never kept our promises
 This time I swear I have it figured out for good
 You can be found
 In the cheapest and sweetest of bottles I have ever swallowed down
 I'd rather have you than this spinning room
 That smells like cheap booze and perfume
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 When you wrote me off, I wrote a song about a holocaust
 You were the premise that dropped the melody into my head
 Like a bomb that falls and spreads itself across the harbor of my heart
 Destroying every single vessel in the bay
 I feel the same way
 Cheated
 Depleted
 A once-boastful army defeated by a play-Judas bullet to the lips
 Just check the tube of your chapstick
 It's shaped the same
 I shape myself around you
 But you never take the blame
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 I was 200-0
 My God
 You came around last minute, brought the loss to me
 I missed the trophy wife
 Please can you help me?
 I'd say to my family
 If you would ever settle down and realize that it's always been me