Only A Memory

I can't help but close my eyes for life
 And dream a different ending
 When I wake I won't be so exhausted
 And I'll stop with my pretending
 That I'm fine, I'm fine if I can fool myself tonight
 And my lie will drown out all of yours
 I will not bend until I break
 How much can one bruised body take?
 Just not enough to silence me
 You're only a memory
 I'll scream these words 'til they come true
 Then I will think no more of you
 Look back on what I'm going through
 This isn't my identity
 You will bleed for what your hands have done
 You can't outrun your ending
 And I'll get well long before you let yourself
 I may forgive you but you never will
 I will not bend until I break
 How much can one bruised body take?
 Just not enough to silence me
 You're only a memory
 I'll scream these words 'til they come true
 Then I will think no more of you
 Look back on what I'm going through
 This isn't my identity
 And I told you, I told you, you had no right
 How damaged you must be
 Watch you panic, it's tragic, you'll carry this for life
 You have my sympathy
 I will not bend until I break
 How much can one bruised body take?
 Just not enough to silence me
 You're only a memory
 I'll scream these words as they come true
 Then I will think no more of you
 Look back on what I'm going through
 This isn't my identity
 You're only a memory, this isn't my identity
 You're only a memory, this isn't my identity (I will not bend)
 You're only a memory, this isn't my identity (I will not bend)
 You're only a memory, this isn't my identity (I will not bend)
 You're only a memory, this isn't my identity (I will not bend)
 You're only a memory, this isn't my identity (I will not bend)