Predetermined

When I heard about your demise
 There wasn't a part of me that felt surprised
 An unavoidable end for my first best friend
 You drifted away at a most impressionable age
 Fell in with a darker world, always chasing a different girl
 Letting your loneliness lead you somewhere
 It could multiply and truly thrive
 Despite my lack of shock I still felt my stomach drop
 I thought about your sister and what the fuck this will do to her
 What about your parents? No one should outlive one of their kids
 I tried my best to keep it together
 In front of your family and friends
 All with matching expressions in a room missing a coffin
 On the way home it hit me like a ton of bricks
 Listening to lights went out thinking about the life you missed
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 My heart breaks
 My heart breaks
 Only in photographs can I see your face