if you called me today, i would come back tomorrow

If I told my friends I didn't hate you
 They would hate me because
 They were the ones who had to pick up all the broken pieces
 Of your infidelity, and all my insecurities
 Somehow, I've turned a nightmare to a dream
 If I told my brothers I still loved you
 They would kick me out the house
 'Cause they're the ones who hear the songs
 About the times you'd scream and shout
 They say I'm better off, why settle for something so wrong?
 Oh, why the hell can't I just move on?
 And I know we were years ago
 And I know it was bloody and bruised and oh so cold
 'Cause-
 You took the red flags, and set them on fire
 Oh, you took a nice girl, and made her a liar
 Oh, you gave me cloudy days, and told me that there was no better weather
 Yeah, we were drowning, and you took the lifeboat
 I was suffocating on your second hand smoke
 But everything you did after everyone who knows
 If you called me today, I would come back tomorrow
 The other day, I played my mum a song I wrote about you
 After it ended, she asked, "Is everything in that true?"
 I said it's only fiction, rather that than have her listen
 Guess I'm still saving you from owning your decisions
 And I know we were years ago
 And I know it was bloody and bruised and oh so cold
 'Cause-
 You took the red flags, and set them on fire
 Oh, you took a nice girl, and made her a liar
 Oh, you gave me cloudy days, and told me that there was no better weather
 Yeah, we were drowning, and you took the lifeboat
 I was suffocating on your second hand smoke
 But everything you did after everyone who knows
 If you called me today, I would come back tomorrow
 And I try my best to stand my ground
 Remind myself how you let me down
 But you're all I know, so I keep hold
 Oh, I keep hold of a little bit of hope
 But-
 You took the red flags, and set them on fire
 Oh, you took a nice girl, and made her a liar
 You gave me cloudy days, and told me that there was no better weather
 Yeah, we were drowning, and you took the lifeboat
 I was suffocating on your second hand smoke
 But everything you did after everyone who knows
 If you called me today, I would come back tomorrow
 Don't call me today 'cause I'll come back tomorrow