Victim

Sometimes, oh, sometimes I just wish that I was dead
 To kill the thoughts, to kill these thoughts inside my head
 I can stare at my reflection
 Despising what I see, but what is it that I see?
 Misconception
 My inability to see, inability to see that I am a nobody
 Play the victim, no one's watching me
 There's no one watching over me, no one to hear my story
 Is there, is there hope for me? (Ha ha ha)
 Sometimes in life you have to lose in order to gain
 Sometimes in life before love comes pain
 So I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but not for all that I've done
 I'm sorry, I'm sorry but take a look how
 I've been wasting away
 I can feel my vitals erasing with me
 And I know these feelings of anxiety
 Is the form of my mind just torturing me
 Self inflicting pain has built a wall that can not remain
 You're gonna watch me break it down right now, right now (Yeah, yeah)
 No longer do I want to hate myself
 No longer will I let you hold me back
 Misconception
 My inability to see, inability to see that I am a nobody
 Play the victim, no one's watching me
 There's no one watching over me, no one to hear my story
 So is there hope for me?
 Reassure or lie to me
 Provide me certainty
 Don't tell me it's the end
 So is there hope for me?
 Reassure or lie to me
 Provide me certainty
 Don't tell me it's the end
 No, don't tell me it's the end
 Free me from the thoughts in my head
 Please release me