I'm Sorry

Yeah, lust isn't love when we want it to be
 I guess that's what I've learned
 You said your sorries, here's my turn
 Yeah, too long for me to say these words
 Two hours every weekend when I drove to your house
 Spending all our day with your dog on the couch
 Falling for you when I don't know what I'm about
 Two lonely kids said they figured it out
 It wasn't real, though our feelings were
 You love me more, I hurt you more
 You like to drink so your feelings pour
 I treated you like I do a storm
 I stayed in while your tears pour
 I ran away when the wind blew
 You tried to fix everything we went through
 All I ever did was change, you blame me, I don't blame you
 Closer to God, the more distant I felt
 Ocean of love turned to a mountain of guilt
 I hate the way that I dealt with you and myself
 All the hours saving us, I wasn't, I couldn't tell
 'Cause all you ever did was listen
 I disregarded what you felt and thought
 You were scared to tell me anything
 All we ever did was fought
 But you gave me your heart
 And I couldn't hand it back
 Gave me a chance, but I couldn't make it last
 Left you my things 'cause I couldn't go back
 And feel everything I coulda had
 I was in a dark place, I ain't blaming anybody else
 I could never be the man that you want me to be
 When I did, I lost everything else, so
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry for everything I put you through
 I'm sorry for the things that I said to you
 I'm sorry for the way that I am to you
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry 'cause I know that I let you down
 I'm sorry 'cause I know I won't be around
 I'm sorry for everything
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry
 Who knows where the wind blows?
 Who knows where the pain goes?
 How does someone know your soul
 Then you wonder where they went
 While you're looking out the window?
 Best friends with strangers
 Were they even friends at all?
 Turn a new leaf in the fall, so they leave me to fall
 See em' change like leaves in the fall, yeah
 Is anything real at all?
 Looking at the mirror, red eyes, God, I need a call
 Tell me that You're here, I wonder if I'm even me at all
 Lately, I don't feel it
 It ain't real 'til you know it's gone
 I just hate how we left things
 So I owe you this letter that I wrote
 Only two ways a love dies
 It blows up or it fades slow (I'm sorry)
 There's a knot in my chest and it won't untie
 No matter what, I'm always there
 Another one of my lies
 Boxes of promises all on the side
 I'm not there 'cause I know you're doing better
 I'm not there 'cause I know it hurts
 I'm not there 'cause of all of this
 I'm not there 'cause I make you worse
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry for everything I put you through
 I'm sorry for the things that I said to you
 I'm sorry for the way that I am to you
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry 'cause I know that I let you down
 I'm sorry 'cause I know I won't be around
 I'm sorry for everything
 
 Yeah, lust isn't love when we want it to be
 I guess that's what I've learned
 You said your sorries, here's my turn
 Yeah, too long for me to say these words
 Two hours every weekend when I drove to your house
 Spending all our day with your dog on the couch
 Falling for you when I don't know what I'm about
 Two lonely kids said they figured it out
 It wasn't real, though our feelings were
 You love me more, I hurt you more
 You like to drink so your feelings pour
 I treated you like I do a storm
 I stayed in while your tears pour
 I ran away when the wind blew
 You tried to fix everything we went through
 All I ever did was change, you blame me, I don't blame you
 Closer to God, the more distant I felt
 Ocean of love turned to a mountain of guilt
 I hate the way that I dealt with you and myself
 All the hours saving us, I wasn't, I couldn't tell
 'Cause all you ever did was listen
 I disregarded what you felt and thought
 You were scared to tell me anything
 All we ever did was fought
 But you gave me your heart
 And I couldn't hand it back
 Gave me a chance, but I couldn't make it last
 Left you my things 'cause I couldn't go back
 And feel everything I coulda had
 I was in a dark place, I ain't blaming anybody else
 I could never be the man that you want me to be
 When I did, I lost everything else, so
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry for everything I put you through
 I'm sorry for the things that I said to you
 I'm sorry for the way that I am to you
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry 'cause I know that I let you down
 I'm sorry 'cause I know I won't be around
 I'm sorry for everything
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry
 Who knows where the wind blows?
 Who knows where the pain goes?
 How does someone know your soul
 Then you wonder where they went
 While you're looking out the window?
 Best friends with strangers
 Were they even friends at all?
 Turn a new leaf in the fall, so they leave me to fall
 See em' change like leaves in the fall, yeah
 Is anything real at all?
 Looking at the mirror, red eyes, God, I need a call
 Tell me that You're here, I wonder if I'm even me at all
 Lately, I don't feel it
 It ain't real 'til you know it's gone
 I just hate how we left things
 So I owe you this letter that I wrote
 Only two ways a love dies
 It blows up or it fades slow (I'm sorry)
 There's a knot in my chest and it won't untie
 No matter what, I'm always there
 Another one of my lies
 Boxes of promises all on the side
 I'm not there 'cause I know you're doing better
 I'm not there 'cause I know it hurts
 I'm not there 'cause of all of this
 I'm not there 'cause I make you worse
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry for everything I put you through
 I'm sorry for the things that I said to you
 I'm sorry for the way that I am to you
 I'm sorry
 I'm sorry 'cause I know that I let you down
 I'm sorry 'cause I know I won't be around
 I'm sorry for everything