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We been distant i know
 I'm the blame i know
 Where we headed i don't know
 I can't fake it anymore
 Feared this day long time ago
 Back all well felt was bliss
 Been here couple times before
 Try hard not to reminisce
 I try SO HARD
 Not to reminisce about my past life
 When it comes to this
 STANDARDS SKY HIGH
 I'm not new to this in and out of love tryna find a miss
 AND OLD FLAMES
 Getting engaged
 And you wonder why i ain't engage
 I BEEN DOWN BAD
 But I'll never shown
 The pain i feel
 Tryna let it go
 I need to reset
 We been growing distant
 So much regret
 I been tryna let
 Go of my demons
 Get away forget
 I love myself enough for 2 people
 Been a good minute since my yoke was equal
 I can not fake it i wish i could
 Hate when we speaking and misunderstood
 I feel I'm losing it ain't been myself
 Jaded and faded it's bad for my health
 People are noisy so i been stealth
 Moving in silence
 Broke up didn't tell a soul
 Cause i didn't want these hoes
 In my face telling me that they already knew
 That it wouldn't last
 Cause there the same one
 Putting heart eyes under pictures
 Now they're brand new
 I been dealing with a lot
 I got drama back home
 I got my brother and my mother calling my phone
 Telling me they suspect cheating going on
 But she can't leave em
 cause they scared of being alone
 So many people depending on me
 From friends to family
 None of em every see
 What's going on with me
 Depression has hit me
 Had me up on the ropes
 And Sippin liquor copes
 Paranoid i don't know who i can trust
 More and more lately i have my reason
 People are phony they change like the seasons
 Done with the playing
 Done with the pleasing
 We been growing distant
 So much regret
 I been tryna let
 Go of my demons
 Get away forget
 I don't have time for the back and forth I barely have time just for me
 I saw potential when all you ever saw was insecurity
 Sitting here in silence why is it so hard for us to talk face to face
 I don't think I can do this anymore I just need time give me space