I'd Rather Be Deadly Than Dead

I'm the first to arrive
 And the last one to leave
 When my body retires there'll be no one to grieve
 It don't make me sad I think I got lost
 Getting found's got a much higher cost
 I made my way to the 26th floor
 I got off on 13 and climbed 13 more
 Down in the basement, under security locks
 The fortune is kept in a box
 Under glass and security locks
 I went to the doctor to check out my heart
 He said that he couldn't find it
 He won't take my money because it's no good
 He won't and nobody should
 He won't and nobody should
 So sick and sad by the edge of the bed
 I can't escape this feeling of dread
 I'd rather be blue than see red anyway
 I'd rather be deadly than dead any day
 I'd rather be deadly than dead any day
 I'd rather be deadly than dead