Peaks

I'm stuck I want to have it all wave a magic wand
 Make a bunch of money so all my homies could tag along
 It's like my life just one long dramatic song
 I felt connection between us but now the static gone
 Damn what did I miss my home was
 Full of arguments what's a hug and a kiss
 Always grew up with the feeling it was something I did
 And anything good or normal was just something I wished
 Just ignored the shit instead of having dialogue
 The list of family problems probably go a mile long
 While we're at it here I got some more to pile on
 And pile on and pile on and p-, you get it
 Fans apologize like sorry I was late to it
 That doesn't matter bro I'm happy you relate to it
 That's half the reason I make music we being real
 They won't forget how you made them feel
 I learned that early on and it stuck
 fuck the cars and the bucks
 I'm on par for a much larger purpose
 Hope it all was enough when it all turns to dust
 And we're all gone tell me was it worth it
 Tell me was it worth it
 I'm the only one that can call my bluff
 Counting all my blessings hope they all add up
 Even if I'm shot down I won't wave a white towel
 I stick around here when things got tough but
 I'm stuck kind of feeling like I'm blowing my shot
 And there's a better way to cope than just hoping it stops
 Hope it pans out fine and the plans on time
 Then I exchange a message with a fan online he said
 Man the message in your music is real
 You speak the truth to me bro this how music should feel
 I've been lost in a dark place abusing these pills
 I hear your songs and they give me strength
 I use them to heal wow
 That's when I realize it's bigger than me
 And all the little shit I'm stressing quits triggering me
 Guess my words hold worth and a verse ain't a verse
 It's a letter from my soul that I've given to this earth
 Reminisce and think about my prior days a lot
 Back at Frito Lay was stacking chips inside a box
 Hoping that the rapping shit eventually would pop
 Waiting for the shift to end was staring at the clock
 Mazda uninsured I had to drive it through the snow
 Typical New England shit seen it all before
 93 that's exit 4 I finally made it home
 Came a long way I know
 I'm the only one that can call my bluff
 Counting all my blessings hope they all add up
 Even if I'm shot down I won't wave a white towel
 I stick around here when things got tough but
 I'm the only one that can call my bluff
 Counting all my blessings hope they all add up
 Even if I'm shot down I won't wave a white towel
 I stick around here when things got tough