If I Lose You - feat. Rey-Infinite

So many things I want to tell you but I'm scared to write the song
 I know we're physically together but inside I feel alone
 And I know I'm always changing but I'm happy when you're home
 And I can tell you're feeling pain see I can hear it in your tone
 And I'm sorry that I hurt you even though it doesn't help
 But If I lose you then I'll lose my soul and probably lose myself
 And lately I've been looking at the cards that I've been dealt
 I've been wishing they were hearts and I wasn't locked in a cell but it's whatever
 I know you're feeling broken and I'm sorry
 Apologize for my mistakes I know I'm never right
 I'm wishing I'd forget about you every single morning
 But I find myself in pain dreaming 'bout you every night
 And it hurts me that I hurt you I thought that I would do better
 I was caught up in the music it's stupid I feel this way
 I'm numbing all my problems by writing you through this letter
 And it probably doesn't change how I'm stuck outside in the rain
 If I lose you now
 Where would you go?
 Would you love another?
 Could you love another?
 Would you be able to let me go?
 
 So many things I want to tell you but I'm scared to write the song
 I know we're physically together but inside I feel alone
 And I know I'm always changing but I'm happy when you're home
 And I can tell you're feeling pain see I can hear it in your tone
 And I'm sorry that I hurt you even though it doesn't help
 But If I lose you then I'll lose my soul and probably lose myself
 And lately I've been looking at the cards that I've been dealt
 I've been wishing they were hearts and I wasn't locked in a cell but it's whatever
 I know you're feeling broken and I'm sorry
 Apologize for my mistakes I know I'm never right
 I'm wishing I'd forget about you every single morning
 But I find myself in pain dreaming 'bout you every night
 And it hurts me that I hurt you I thought that I would do better
 I was caught up in the music it's stupid I feel this way
 I'm numbing all my problems by writing you through this letter
 And it probably doesn't change how I'm stuck outside in the rain
 If I lose you now
 Where would you go?
 Would you love another?
 Could you love another?
 Would you be able to let me go?