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I've spent a long time waiting for you
 And then you pushed me away
 Pain killers for breakfast, I ain't feeling today
 I'm fucking geeked up while I tell her I'm okay
 I'm Kid E$s I'm depressed, all my lyrics
 I've spent a long time waiting for you
 And then you pushed me away
 Pain killers for breakfast, I ain't feeling today
 I'm fucking geeked up while I tell her I'm okay
 I'm Kid E$s I'm depressed, all my lyrics insane
 My lungs are plastic bags whit holes and rips
 And tears, and I've gone so hard I've fought
 Throughout the years
 I passed the test the worst is yet to come
 I should be grateful but I'm so not
 My fucking head hurst from thinking, got me drinking
 I don't wanna be sober for this
 I'm so pissed, ain't no jeans,
 People telling me that I'mma make it, if I do not fake it
 I'mma keep climbing to the top
 I do not like waiting, impatient
 I'm a patient at the hospital, like way more than
 I wanna be, come to think of it, I don't think you ever wanted me
 Yeah, I don't think you ever wanted me
 I've spent a long time waiting for you
 And then you pushed me away
 Pain killers for breakfast, I ain't feeling today
 I'm fucking geeked up while I tell her I'm okay
 I'm Kid E$s I'm depressed, all my lyrics insane
 I've spent a long time waiting for you
 And then you pushed me away
 Pain killers for breakfast, I ain't feeling today
 I'm fucking geeked up while I tell her I'm okay
 I'm Kid E$s I'm depressed, all my lyrics insane