Troubles of Today

(Aidanhanbeats)
 (Siempark)
 Where to begin, sun your skin, satin kissing it
 Wait till the end, need a friend, no one listening
 Never hit me up up, even when I'm down, uh
 Singing life suck, it's the most beautiful sound
 I'm not myself, I'm not myself today, ye ye
 I'm someone else, I'm someone else today, ye ye
 I'm by myself, I'm by myself, everyday
 I need no help, ye I need no help, okay
 Nobody invite me, I don't think they like me
 It's okay I'll be gone soon, You won't find no one like me
 I think that Imma die soon, I'm more of my own threat
 I don't know who to talk to, I used to have an outlet
 You won't find no one like me, I guess that's the point though
 My vision icy, dilate my pupils, can you turn off the lights please
 It's way too bright it burns, still nobody beside me
 Nobody besides me
 I ain't tryna cry again, still sitting in your driveway
 Wishing I could blame you but I know that it's all my mistakes
 March 2nd won't forget it, the day I had a heartbeat every minute
 Identify, I'm craving cyanide pills, wanna end it all
 See the tree up on the hill, but I fall flat in the grass and remember
 If no one answers the door don't enter
 Suicide, I been losing my mind
 I can't take a life, even if it's just mine
 But as the days pass I been asking for guidance
 Seeking for meaning someday Imma find it
 Nah, nah
 Nah, nah
 Where to begin, sun your skin, satin kissing it
 Wait till the end, need a friend, no one listening
 Never hit me up up, even when I'm down, uh
 Singing life suck, it's the most beautiful sound
 I never been blinded by love, like I was when I met you
 I couldn't fall asleep before I text you, ye
 Sending love notes, and selfies, my sign language sucks
 But lately, the mountain is clear in the morning
 Days kind of slow, kind of boring anyways
 Wrote two songs in the evening, ye
 Hope you hear the songs that I'm speaking about you
 Maybe I been in my room too much
 Expecting changes when I'm still who I once was
 Where to begin, sun your skin, satin kissing it
 Wait till the end, need a friend, no one listening
 Never hit me up up, even when I'm down, uh
 Singing life suck, it's the most beautiful sound