Conviction

Please don't convict me to this world I hate so much
 Please understand me hear me out before you judge
 Cause you don't know me
 Cause you don't know what I fear at night
 Or what I dream
 Or how I breathe
 Or how I wake up in my own sweat
 Or how I scream
 When I wait for death
 When I lie here alone in my own bed
 Cause you don't know what I feel
 when the darkness turns off the light
 Please sorry forgive me I don't know what I say
 I'm crazy chasing the sun that is why I act this way
 It's not that I don't love you
 Or hate you in any other way
 It's just because
 I feel lost
 When I see you walking away
 Maybe you
 Can pull me through
 Until1 the beginning of a new day
 Cause you don't know what I feel
 when the darkness turns off the light
 Come on baby please listen to these words to you
 I'm not perfect I'm crazy but all I say is true
 Cause you don't know me
 Cause you don't know what I fear at night
 Or what I dream
 Or how I breathe
 Or how I wake up in my own sweat
 Or how I scream!
 When I wait for death
 When I lie here alone in my own bed
 But with you I'm not scared
 when the darkness turns off the light