Anger

(I look out the window and I think to myself)
 (Why the fuck am I around when I got tossed on the shelf)
 (Always left alone to rot inside my room)
 (Always finding myself haunted by the ghost of you)
 Locked in a prison of my mind
 Convincing myself slowly that this is the fucking last time
 I won't deny my self destructive ways
 Sad to say that I wish I could decay (Wish I could decay)
 Oh, I will never be the one to go
 I can't breathe
 This burning feeling of hopelessness
 Let me out
 Because it's always been me
 I can't control it, I'm burning every opportunity in front of me
 Deny, deny, dеny
 I always knew how fucking easy it was to lie, to you
 And as thе pain subsides
 Anxiety decides it's time to ride
 I never asked for any of this
 (As I clutch this loaded gun, fuck your God and his only son)
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 What'd they say?
 That it's easier to be me
 As if they understood dealing with constant agony
 I can't control my actions
 Denying my constant fate
 So how long do I have to live parading constant guilt?
 It's written on my face becoming how my mind is built
 It never happened, I'm refusing to face the truth
 Sad reality is I'm made to rot
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 Wake up! I need everyone to listen to me
 Don't hide your feelings behind false prosperity
 Open your fucking eyes!
 I hear the voices, they drown me out when I speak
 They always taunt me, and make me feel so weak
 Locked in a prison of my mind
 Convincing myself slowly that this is the fucking last time
 I won't deny my self destructive ways
 Sad to say that I wish I could decay
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 It's sad to say that I wish I could decay
 Decay