Bad Timing

Goin' and flowin' and showin' em' all i can do it
 Pursuing and moving in style and
 Panic it gets in this the way and i stay in my room suffocating all day and I'm tired
 Been up for days yeah i been up for days and I pace
 Feeling my heart when it race
 Feeelin my heart as it pace
 Never can stay in one place
 Never can stay in one place
 Maybe there's a way to make it
 Even if it's raining
 I can go get my umbrella go to Get Go til it's safe and damn I pray
 That there's a day where I can Undo all my wrongs
 Man i pray I have the voice and words to put it in a song
 I put on a mask a brave face
 Hoping it all goes away
 Up in my room and in pain
 Spiraling out in my brain
 No I won't lose my grip or quit equipped with
 Matches, flares are lit
 I'll pick up all the pieces where is Jesus when my demons slick
 Scar tissue
 I need a tissue
 Don't know my issue
 Used to pinch you
 Now i've been pulling
 I think i miss you
 I wanted safe, why i play with flames
 I needed paper
 Was a chaser, now a waiter
 I don't fuck around with favors
 I'm tryna find my way back
 I'm tryna find my way back
 Tryna find my way back
 I'm tryna find my way
 I'm tryna find my way
 I'm tryna find my way back
 Oh
 I'm tryna find my way back (Oooh)
 Tryna find my way back
 I'm tryna find my way
 I'm tryna find my way
 I'm tryna find my way
 Oh
 Feelin my heart as it growing
 Cover it up never show it
 I can't bring myself to approach him
 I'm only good in small doses
 Flowin in my brain and hummin', cookin' in the kitchen
 Doing dishes with the kisses, I admit it
 Daamn i miss it
 I shouldn't have did
 I shoulda just quit
 Wanna go back
 I'm having a fit
 I'm pleading the 5th
 Guess that's what i get
 For messin' wit nature cuz Nature'a bitch
 I recklessly experimented
 Thinking that i wouldn't dent it
 Thinking i'll just go repent and
 Get back to my ways of penting
 All them issues, kept it moving
 Get some booze avoid the tissues
 I'm obsessing everything thing
 All my woes and broken dreams
 CPAP needa cheap back, yeah i need hope
 Cause i never sleep
 Bad news, didn't need that, then i relapsed
 And i can't breathe
 I fear That I couldn't adapt
 Praying my voice coming back...
 Why did i fuck up my face? I used to be happy what hap
 How could i do what she does? I always struggled, maintain
 Now I can't walk in the sun
 And i used to dance in the rain
 Man it's always BAD timing
 Damn i wish i could rewind it
 Damn i wish i wasn't declining
 Bad luck i always find it
 I'm tryna find my way back
 I'm tryna find my way back
 Tryna find my way back
 I'm tryna find my way
 I'm tryna find my way
 I'm tryna find my way back
 Oh oooh
 I'm tryna find my way back
 Oooh Oh
 Tryna find my way back
 I'm tryna find my way
 I'm tryna find my way
 I'm tryna find my way
 Oh oooh
 Oh oooh
 Oh oooh
 Oh oooh
 I'm tryna find my way back
 I'm tryna find my way back
 I'm tryna find my way back
 I'm tryna find my way back
 Oh