Sleeping My Life Away

Hit me on the road what the deal Lex
 I've been kinda cold gotta stop that
 I've been closing off in the process
 Off from humble now I never flex
 I don't got shit and my Life's a mess
 Damn I need a miracle
 Dunno if I'll find her
 Can't look in the review
 But I'll keep on trying
 And this just the cards I was dealt
 They always put me on shelves
 I miss the nothing I felt
 I miss the nothing I felt
 I got 10K to my name
 Money ain't shit to the pain
 I just want respect, fuck the fame
 I've been in my own lane 1st day
 Fuck the game
 Caught up on the wrong shit, ice in their veins
 I've been swimming out in the deep end
 I've been isolating on the weekend
 They don't even catch me always sleeping
 Leaving
 Dreaming of better days
 Sleeping my life away
 Sleeping my life away
 I've been sleeping my life away
 Sleeping my life away
 Sleeping my life away
 I've been sleeping my life away
 Sleeping my life away
 But I gotta get back up
 But I gotta get back up
 But I gotta get back up
 But I gotta get back up
 Don't know if you'll find me
 But I gotta get back up
 But I gotta get back up
 Twisted thought coming in
 Synapses firing, transmitters dying
 I wanna retire move back to my Planet
 Where none of this Matters
 And I won't feel pain just the laughter
 You've been on my brain
 Nothing's been the same
 Didn't realize that you mattered that way but you did
 All of the choices I made they were shit
 Took a wrong turn, got stuck in a ditch
 Tell you the city I'm from is the Pitts
 I had good luck when I moved to
 The Apple and I took a bite, hit the pavement it clicked
 But
 Love took me traveling
 L.A to Kick
 Living in Motels with Numbers like 6
 Life in a suitcase Ghost Writing for chicks
 Never got props just a couple of hits
 Sorry if I leave you
 Know I didn't mean to
 This ain't on my parents
 Know that they good people
 This been in my D-N-A
 Since the day
 I was born
 It's a curse
 I can't hurt keep on getting older
 Sleeping my life away
 But I gotta get back up
 Sleeping my life away
 Sleeping my life away
 Dreaming of better days
 I've been sleeping my life away
 But I gotta get back up
 But I gotta get back up
 But I gotta get back up
 But I gotta get back up
 Don't know if you'll find me
 But I gotta get back up
 But I gotta get back up