Brokn

Tell me something I don't know
 Prone to cancellations and no-shows
 Can't please Mom, can't hold no job
 'Cause a normal life's a place that I won't go (No)
 Sleep all day, party all night
 Two shots, two blunts, "Can I get a light?"
 And homegirl's saying, "Slow down", whoa now
 I thought that you were here for the fast life (Yeah)
 'Cause I go where I want, where I please now
 And I know pretty soon I'm gonna rest in peace
 How did you see something there inside of me
 When I don't even believe in myself now?
 I thought long and hard about the pain that I'm in
 If I did it all over, I would do it again
 'Cause the past is the past and I know it's not fair
 But nothing is okay, so I really don't care
 'Cause I'm as broken as I seem
 I really need to learn to do what's right for me
 And you could never fix me, I'll never be alright
 But you can hold my hand if you never ask me why
 Love high, drive faster, faster
 Turns out I'm a fucking disaster
 'Cause all my life I've been wasting time
 I can waste yours too, if it matters
 You can hold me if you want to
 'Cause either way, pretty soon I'm gonna haunt you
 I'm a ghost inside, I'm the darkest knight
 You can build your walls, I'll walk right through
 'Cause I'm still standing on my own two feet
 But my time is quickly passing, what the hell happened to me?
 'Cause I'm a cursed young man with an old man's heart
 I'ma take my time, I'ma live real hard
 'Cause I could break this mold or I could play my part
 'Cause my mind wants both, going back and forth
 'Cause I'm as broken as I seem
 I really need to learn to do what's right for me
 And you could never fix me, I'll never be alright
 But you can hold my hand if you never ask me why
 (If you never ask me why)
 I'm staring to the distance
 Straight to the horizon
 Lost in my own head
 Still conquered and divided
 I'm staring at the ceiling
 Scared and undecided
 I don't know what to do
 And I don't know how to hide it
 'Cause I'm as broken as I seem
 I really need to learn to do what's right for me
 (I don't know how to hide it)
 And you could never fix me, I'll never be alright
 But you can hold my hand if you never ask me why
 (I don't know how to hide it)