Drowning

Standing in a garden of fallacies
 That I found as I awoke from this lucid dream
 Brick by brick, I let you build my prison
 Renumeration for my suffering
 I've burned my candle out at both ends
 I've traded pain for apotheosis
 Is this sentence escapable?
 Or is my pain my only home?
 Cold and distant
 I shiver at your touch
 Is this salvation?
 Or have I seen this all before?
 In repose
 It's as if I saw this coming
 I dream of drowning in the black
 Just to feel something again
 I fear falling asleep at night
 I fear discovering these nightmares
 That creep into my mind
 I fear falling asleep at night
 I fear discovering these nightmares
 I dream of drowning in the black
 Just to feel something again
 I cheated god in the deal we made
 I cheated god in the deal we made
 But nothing ever lasts forever
 I see myself in you but we are not the same
 The only common ground we share is this goddamn name
 I cheated god
 I cheated god
 Blame me for my past, don't forget my name
 From the surface, everything seemed brighter
 But behind my mask, I'm chasing the rainbows in my head
 I let them in
 The wolves have waited patiently
 Their claws are digging in
 And I start to feel alive again
 I fear falling asleep at night
 I fear discovering these nightmares
 That creep into my mind
 I fear falling asleep at night
 I fear discovering these nightmares
 I dream of drowning in the black
 Just to feel something again
 Go!
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